Hey xanga,
i know i have not written on this in ages, but i am back and i want to keep you guys posted if anyone even checks this anymore.
First of, please tell me whats going on with you guys.
second i cant keep living this way eating till my brian hurts and then throwing up is not only killing me and keeping me fat but it is putting me in debt! I hate when i do it and i do it all the time!
I bearly go out anymore because i'd rather be alone to binge and purge. i want to have energy, and not be tired all the time. I want to stop lying to myself and others.
anyway, i am calling my doctor today or tomorrow, maybe i can start therapy again. at my last doctors visit my BMI was around 17.4 it is now at 16.5
I need motivation to get better hopefully school and a full schedual will also help me.
keep me posted.
